when?

kapan ya bisa liat kamu senyum lagi,pengen banged
tapi apalah aku ini,layaknya garam yang dicempluingin ke laut,ga ada artinya..
denger lagu-lagu rindu aja pengen nangis,ga mampu nahan
god,why?
dimana aku yang dulu,aku sendiri bertanya kepada diriku,sebenarnya aku ini apa?dimana aku yang dulu
aku pun merasa bukan aku yang dulu aku kenal
asing?banged,dengan diri sendiri pun aku ga kenal...
aku pengen aku yang duu tuhan,yang bisa selalu ada buat orang yang kusayang,yaa Cynthia,dia orang yang benar aku sayang,tapi kenapa aku seperti ini sekarang,dimana waktu ku yang seperti dulu?tuhan,jika kau ingin membatasi waktuku,aku rela...
tapi jangan batasi waktu dia,aku ingin dia bahagia dengan senyum manis diwajahnya,hanya itu pintaku sekarang tuhn,aku mohon kabulkanlah O:)

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39

dear i need you now
i just wanna see you,just it :(

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MU

sayang,maafin wa selama 2minggu ini atau selama mama disini wa terlalu sibuk,maaf banged
wa ga bisa apa2 dengan keadaan ini
wa kangen banged sama le
wa cuman berharap le bisa sedikit mengerti
maafin wa,wa sayang sama le
wa ga mungkin cuekin le atau tinggalin le
sayang malam ini malam terakhir mama disini
wa harap le ngerti
tapi syg banged,le ga bisa ngerti itu ._.
kalau aja kamu bisa liat keadaan aku sekarang disini kayak apa,mungkin le bisa ngerti
tapi percuma aja... mimpi pun aku ga bisa
terkadang aku bayangin kamu senyum,buat air mataku jatuh...aku ga bisa tutupin kalau aku sayang banged sama kamu....
sayang maafin wa selama 2minggu ini ga bisa selalu ada temanin sayang
ga kerasa ya sekarang udah satu bulan lebih kita ga ketemu,percayalah kalau kamu dihatiku satu :)

miss you sayang,love you CintA :*

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:*

kau cantik hari ini dan aku suka :*
sayang,liat kamu barusan kirim foto rasanya campur aduk
pengen banged gandeng kamu rasanya,tapi apalah semua cuman hayalan aja
sayang wa benar-benar kangen ._.
jaga kesehatanya ya :)
love you :*

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30 days

tepat 1 bulan ga ketemu,rasanya campur aduk...
bukan mauku
aku pun yakin bukan maumu
namun kita hanya bisa berdoa,apa yang terbaik untuk kita
sayang, i moss you so badly ._.
come here with me ...


aarrgghhhh bingung mau nulis apaan,bener2 stres :|

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Happy Anniversayr 7

Happy Annirversary sayang,ga kerasa kita sampai disini makasi banyak ya buat semua yang uda kita laluin sama-sama
sayang,mungkin nanti tanggal 21 genap 1 bulan kita ga ketemu,ga tau lagi apa rasanya sekarang,kangenya udah lebih dari batasnya
sayang,janga bandel ya jangan marah kalau wa ingetin :3
i love you sayang :*


Cyki <3

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Godbless

semoga aku kuat hadapin cobaan ini tuhan ,hanya itu pintaku O:)

tuhan,aku sayang dia
jika suatu saat nanti kau tutup mataku aku ingin bahagiaku menjadi bahagia dia,aku teramat sayang
aku manusia yang berdosa dan hina,memang berat untuk mengucap kata-kata ini
namun aku yakin,suatu saat nanti bahagia itu akan datang.
aku titip dia malam ini padaMu,amin :)


love you Cynthia :*

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cyki :3

Cyki :3

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dream

sayang,aku tau mungkin ga akan adalagi kepercayaan darimu,semua aku sia-sia kan begitu saja
jujur aku kecewa sama diriku sendiri,kenapa aku egois buat berbohong tentang hal itu
aku bodoh
aku pengecut
yang ga berani jujur waktu itu buat bilang yang sebenarnya,cuman untuk tidak membuat kamu kecewa
tapi aku salah,caraku salah
aku tau kamu mungkin akan menghapusku dari hidupmu karna kesalahan bodohku
aku hanya bisa berharap itu tidak terjadi
sayang,please....
aku benar-benar ga bermaksud buat kecewain kamu
aku harap kamu percaya itu


dear,i miss you ._.

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maaf

CintA,apakah kau semarah itu?
aku berbohong karna aku ga mau buat kamu salah paham,cuman itu
mengertilah
maaf :(

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missing you

Kau yang pertama ajarkan CintA,kini amarahmu tak dapat dibendung lagi,betapa CintA ini sungguh berarti,kau tau aku disini merindumu,andai saja kau tau aku tak bermaksud begitu,namun semua terjadi,kau menilaiku dari sebelah matamu,apa yang aku rasakan kini hany penyesalan,mengapa selalu saja kau berkata seperti itu Cynthia,dear i'm so sorry...i know i've make a thousand mistakes cause i'm not a perfect boy,but when i say "i'm sorry" i really mean it :)

goodnight my lovely heart :*

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idc :p

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..

kamu kelewatan!!! dan aku jujur aja ga suka!!!

terserah kamu sekarang,capek bilangin kamu,ga bakal didengar!!!

egois kamu ga akan habis,percuma!

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i'm so sorry :(

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:|

yang bener-bener aku ga suka dan aku malesin dari kamu tuh,pas kamu marah...
kata2 kamu,sama cara kamu...
aku tau kamu marah karna aku salah,tapi apa harus ya dibentak2?
jujur aja aku ga bisa dibentak2 gitu...
maaf kalau aku kelewatan sama kamu :(

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:)

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"semua kata rindumu semakin membuatku tak berdaya menahan rasa ingin jumpa"yaa mungkin seperti lirik lagu itulah perasaanku sekarang,pengen banged meluk kamu,pengen banged liat kamu senyum,pengen banged natap mata kamu,ya tapi semua itu hanya hayalanku sekarang,sayang maafin wa ya karna wa belum bisa kesana,wa masih ada urusan disini,kuliah pengganti dan beberapa acara yang ga bisa ditoleransi lagi,wa harap bisa sedikit mengerti
sayang wa kangen banged ._.
jangan bandel yaaa
jaga kesehatan disana
miss you dear :*

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MICU

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Awake

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You’re an angel disguised.

And you’re lying real still,
But your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie’s long over,
That’s three that have passed, one more’s fine.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don’t wanna miss anything
I don’t wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I’ll give you my heart on a string,
I just don’t wanna miss anything.

I’m trying real hard not to shake. I’m biting my tongue,
But I’m feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I’ve won. You’re my key to survival.

And if it’s a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don’t wanna miss anything
I don’t wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I’ll give you my heart on a string,
I just don’t wanna miss anything.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.
Say my name. So I know it’s true.
You’re changing me. You’re changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say. So just say,

That you’ll stay awake for me.
I don’t wanna miss anything.
I don’t wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I’ll give you my heart on a string,
I just don’t wanna miss anything

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?

sayang,aku berusaha untuk jujur sama kamu,aku jaga kepercayaan yang kamu kasi
aku ga pernah ingin sia-siain kepercayaan itu...
aku mohon sama kamu jangan salah paham terus,percaya sama aku,apa yang kamu liat ga sperti yang kamu kira,silahkan cari tau aja sendiri,aku ga bisa buktiin apa apa karna aku juga ga tau yang buat kamu ga percaya apa
tiara?
itu cuman sebatas teman,ga lebih
ya mungkin kamu ngira aku dekat sama dia karna sering balasan mention di twitter
kamu harus tau sesuatu,di twitter sama dikehidupan nyata beda jauh
itu cuman sebatas teman
wiwin juga
jangan salah paham ya...
aku sayang kamu,aku ga mau sia-sia in kepercayaan yang kamu beri

sayang  i miss you :(

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MUCA

benar-benar ngerasa hidup sendirian didunia,sepi....
kangen sama kamu bikin aku ga semangat ngapa-ngapain --"
aku bilang kangen pun apalah artinya,ga akan bisa langsung bertemu
ya mungkin ini jalan kita,akan selalu terpisahkan oleh jarak...
aku harap aku diberi kekuatan untuk tetap tersenyum walaupun rasaku benar-benar menginginkanmu ada disisiku sekarang
sayang,i miss you so badly :'(

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Stand by me

Nothing's impossible
Nothing's unreachable
When I am weary
You make me stronger
This love is beautiful
So unforgettable
I feel no winter cold
When we're together
When we're together

Will you stand by me?
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me?
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

When day turns into night
I look into your eyes
I see my future now
All the world and its wonder

This love wont fade away
And through the hardest days
I'll never question us
You are the reason
My only reason

Will you stand by me?
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me?
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

I am blessed
To find what I need
In a world loosing hope
You're my only believe
You make things right
Everytime after time

Will you stand by me?
(Stand, stand by me)
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me?
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

Stand by me
No more darling I want you by my side
I want you hear with me

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kamu itu CintA :*

senang itu disaat bisa dengar suara kamu
senang itu disaat bisa bercanda dengan kamu
senang itu disaat bisa ngebully kamu ( lagi mikir kapan,prasaan dibully terus)
senang itu disaat bisa dengar kamu tertawa
senang itu disaat bisa kamu panggil nama aku
dan bahagia itu disaat aku masih mencintaimu dengan seluruh hatiku dengan semua jiwaku dan dengan seluruh senyumku yang tulus untuk kamu

dan apa yang kuiinginkan?
senyum bahagia mu.... :)
i love you Cynthia :*

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Vulnerable

tell me tell me 
what makes you think that you are invincible 
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure 
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable 
impossible 
I was born to tell you I love you 
isn't that a song already 
I get a B in originality 
and it's true I cant go on without you 
your smile makes me see clearer 
if you could only see in the mirror what I see 
and your slowly shaking finger tips 
show that your scared like me so 
let's pretend we're alone 
and I know you may be scared 
and I know were unprepared 
but I don't care 

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trust me :(

i'm tired of being all alone and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
baby,when i tell you i love you,i really mean it...
why you don't believe me?

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Your Call

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home 
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

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please

don't let me down...

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Fall For you

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/secondhand_serenade/fall_for_you.html ]
Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

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"What About Me"

There's a little boy waitin' at the counter of the corner shop
He's been waitin' down there
Waiting half the day
We never ever see him from the top
He gets pushed around
Knocked to the ground
But he gets to his feet and he says...

What about me
It isn't fair
I've had enough now I wasnt my share
Can't you see
I wanna live
But you just take more then you give

There's a pretty girl standing at the counter of the corner shop

She's been waitin' back there
Waitin' for her dreams
Her dreams walk in and I begged 'em to stop
Well she's not too proud
To cry out loud
She runs to the street and she screams:

What about me
It isn't fair
I've had enough now I wasn't my share
Can't you see
I wanna live
But you just take more then you give

So take a step back and see the little people
They may be young
But they're the ones who make the big people big
So listen
As they whisper
What about me

Now I'm standing on the corner all the world's gone home
Nobody's changed
Nobody's been saved
And I'm feeling cold and alone
I guess I'm lucky
I smile a lot
But sometimes I wish for more
Then I go...

What about me
It isn't fair
I've had enough now I wasn't my share
Can't you see
I wanna live
But you just take more what about me
It isn't fair
I've had enough now I want my share
Can't you see
I wanna live
But you just take more
You just take more
You just take more then you give

What about me
What about me
What about me

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My spirit

caraku untuk selalu semangat dengan melihat mendengar dan merindukanmu sayang :)

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believe me

kau hanya inginkanku disaat kau perlu
menahan dusta diatas perih ini
tertegup diam dan tak pantas untuk memandang indahnya dunia ini
aku hanya bisa menunduk dan menutup mata
dan tak sedikitpun berniat untuk membuka dan melihat dunia yang sesungguhnya
terlalu perih,sayatan ini terlalu tajam dan menusuk untuk kunikmati
sesungguhnya aku mencintaimu dengan hatiku
karna hatiku yang memilihmu
percayalah :)

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CA

diatas perih ini aku sendiri
selalu sendiri
ku peluk erat,akan kubawa sampai mati
memendam rasa ini sendiri
kutak tau mengapa
aku hanya tau aku cinta kamu dan tak pernah berujung
"my love is endless"

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semangatku hilang

cuman dengan liat contact kamu aja aku semangat,cuman itu yang aku butuhin,tapi benar juga maksudmu,jika itu kamu lakukan karna kamu memang ingin menghapus aku selamanya dihidupmu karna aku hanyalah parasit yang mengganggu hidupmu dan menyebalkan,terima kasih cinta
kini semangatku takkan pernah adalagi :)

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Till end

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LOVELOVE

LOVE

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For a thousand years

Dosakah aku mencintaimu?
Salah kah aku menyayangimu?
Hina kah aku memilikimu?

sesungguhnya hati ini untukmu,.. I love you for a thousand years :)

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